25 January, 2005

early predictions?...

gua takleh ckp byk sial.. nampaknyer early signs yg gua dpt tak berapa encouraging utk gua meneruskan cecite gua.. anyways.. semalam cuti sial public holiday kat selangor kan... gua kena keja.. sebab gua ade hutang satu task ngan bos gua pada hari isnin .. tapi sebab gua sangkut ngan menda lain.. yg gua masih lagik sangkut hingga ker hari nih walaupun gua sampai dah lebab last monday... so die ckp pegi laa semalam.. gua takde hal dan pegi sbb die ckp nanti hari wilayah gua ganti... its not a problem really.. (kalo gua dpt naik gaji aaa utk evaluation nih.. )

on da way.. (gua amik komuter sebab gua malas nak jem + gua takde sen nak dahulukan duit gua utk parking).. as u would huv guess.. byk laa org india sebab diorg nak pegi sentul.. so kat kl sentral (sebab gua stop kejap breakfast mcd - yg dah lama gua tak buat - sebab takde duit - gua baru gaji nih) beratur laa diorg nih utk pegi sentul.. i guess theres a short cut utk pegi batu caves kot sebab mase kat mcd gua ade baca ktm mintak lane utk direct to batu caves.. timely sial berite tuh sebab semalam thaipusam... i dont actually know where this is goin.. tapi gua sajer cite pasal semalam.. kakakakkakaka.... tapi ok laa.. gua skit pun tak rase tak best or anythin like that semalam.. its not a burden at all.. actually gua rase gua akan hutang company nih kalo gua dpt blah nanti.. so in the meantime.. better settle all my bad debts sebab nanti once dah dpt opportunity tuh n gua nak blah kesian plak kalo ade menda menda tak settle lagik.. it will reflect on u badly..

so semalam awak gua was on a mission.. n sadly just like apollo 10, mission tuh sampai moon tapi tak landing ajer.. dpt tgk ajer.. its not her fault or anythin.. its just that she's not well equip n ppl kat houston tanak tolon die.. tapi bukan die fail aper aper.. cumer from the feedback im gettin.. on the other side, the sun is not shining.. let alone the moon n the stars... giloo aaa.... semua nyer kasik setback ajer pada semua effort yg gua dah put in.. i dont know.. kekadang gua rase gua yg tak cukup buat menda.. i know its too early to tell tapi bile the signs are not pointing u the right way semua org akan doubt ... lebih kurang same camlu mintak no. tepon awek pastuh die bagi no. tepon yg takde dlm perkhidmatan.. lu wonder bai samada awek tuh hantu ker atau lu mmg loser beb.. (nih takde kena mengena ngan gua... jgn slah paham.. contoh bai)..... in the later case takper.. kalo utk first case demam bai.. seminggu tak baik... cumer at the moment takde menda gua bole buat utk influence the outcome.. gua pun malas nak buat anythin... biar laa... i guess im waitin to see wat faith huv in store for me..

18 January, 2005

its over.. its over...

gua akan stop this experiment.. bukan sebab gua tak tahan... tapi nih dah bukan experiment beb.. baru 1.5 (terigt gua pasal melo 1.5.. if JB named the shoe Ray 34 1.5.. gua sure gua tambah utang gua.. bagus jugak sial die bagi melo kasut tuh.. sebab at least selamatkan duit poket gua) days berlalu dan so far gua takder rase any after effects except for this one.. gua suker sial.. kakakakakaakak... well actually gua more kepada rase teruja dan happy .. probably sebab gua dah lama tak buat camnih.. pastuh feelin bangun pagi pastuh study tuh cam bess aaa.... yer laaa sebab dah 2 tahun tak buat menda menda camnih.. so biler dpt buat balik lu rase happy laa.. mayb same cam gua sk8 balik dan dpt pull some tricks.. bukan cam member gua yg tau shuv it ajer.. tapi backside bai.. kakakaakkaka...

ok well.. takder byk happening yg tejadi.. by da way.. maxis nih tah hape jadah tah jadik for this past 2 days... call pun tak bole.. kekadang sms dan mms kong.. gua pun tak tau aper cite.. giler sial diorg nih.. mencari masalah ajer.. tuh laa baya lagik artis byk byk tapi system belakang cam serabut.. kakakakkka.... baik lu org amik member gua sial botak kasik betulkan skits.. kakakka... finally semalam gua dpt sedikit good news dan besemangat skit utk meneruskan project gua nih... at last ader jugak respons.. walaupun ader yg tak berapa menggalakkan tapi at least ader.. sebenanyer menda camtuh laa yg kite perlukan kat dunia nih.. bukan nak aper pun.. tapi nah sense pf approval atau appreciation.. gua bukan nak hari hari bos gua bagi gua bonus (which will be fine.. if she wants to) tapi utk die pegi dekat lu pastuh tanyer lu acam .. cukup laa kan..

semalam member gua cite pasal bos die cam org giler.. pastuh lepas gua dgr die cite gua rase bos die mmg giler.. so gua malas nak cite kat lu org semua kegilaan bos die nanti lu org plak pecaya bos die giler.. skim pyramid bai.. kakakakak... tapi ape ape pun gua rase mmg tak patut sial ade org camtuh.. tapi masalahnyer ader jugak org camtuh.. melayu plak tuh.. kenaper la melayu dah la ngan melayu nak mcm nih.. mmg busuk ati agaknyer melayu nih.. sebab tuh laa biler lu tanyer housemate gua die ckp die bukan melayu.. (well actually...) die half half.. WTF.. gua tau jin lu pun gelak.. amenda aaa...

17 January, 2005

results - half day...

baru 0.5 days.. n i got these to write: giler bai best sial buat camnih... gua tatau apsal gua rase bess semacam ajer gua buat eksperimen nih.. mayb sebahagian dari diri gua excited ngan benda yg gua buat nih.. sumhow gua tak rase pressure pun.. malahan happy semacam ajer.. tak rase penat apetah lagik mengantuk.. tuh mayb later during the day.. but as for now.. im not complaining.. skit pun tak komplen.. kakkakakakaka.... happy bai happy.. probably gua rase sebab gua dpt buat menda yg selama nih gua nak buat.. sama mcm gua dgn tak pepasal nyer lukis kasut laa.. tak mendatangkan manfaat pun.. tapi yg ini lebih benefits sebab gua study bai.. kakakakakaka... old times bai old times...

biar gua cite aper gua buat laa semalam.. gua rase walaupun tido tak full 8 hrs macam gua selalu tido tapi sebab gua tido ngan puas hati kot jadik disebabkan itu laa gua semangat giler biler bangun.. tapi tatau lagik laa sebab baru hari petama.. org ckp the 2st 3 days yg cam sial.. lepas tuh dah kewl dah.. cumer bezanyer org org lain tuh tepakser manakala gua nih plak mmg besemangat nak buat nih.. gua pike dlm diri gua kalo gua bole buat menda nih.. fitkan diri gua balik utk jadik student.. gua akan jadik successful sial.. hehhehehe.... itulah tujuan eksperimen nih ... selain nak test the hipotesis dan nak save belanja gua.. gua nak fitkan diri gua balik utk menjadi researcher yg berjaya.. lebih kurang mase the 1st come back utk mike.. mase die balik pastuh die kalah ngan magic.. pastuh die rededicated himself utk game.. angkat besi, berenang dan belari.. kakaak..lebih kurang cam gua... gua ckp lu org sekarang gua mmg jordan brand.. gua mmg jordan team beb bahagian akademik die amik gua sial.. lebih kurang cam the greatest of all nerd.. cumer gua kewl ajer.. lebih kurang cam good will hunting tapi bukan the hunting season bai...

alamak off track.. ok ok.. gua lepas settle semua menda + makan sup ayam member gua punyer recipe.. (serius beb baik lu bukak rudy sup !!!) gua pun main game gua nba live.. game hari nih sonics vs. wizards.. gua cuak skit sebab dlm level superstar kekalahan tuh ader lah norm.. pastuh no.34 injured bai.. sebab last game ader org pegi kehelkan kaki die.. pehh... gua dah laa takde ridnour.. best steal bai in the league.. pastuh gua takde no.34 bai.. jesus.. tapi gua kewl sebab gua tau dgn sesape pun gua power.. terus offence power gua jadik 74 daripada 83.. butoo aaa.. in the end, lewis dan radmanovic steps up big time.. rashard tak payah cite bai.. mmg power 46 pts.. mvp candidates by besama no.34.. no.77 not bad cover utk jesus.. kakakakaka.. flip pun tunjuk power.. cumer 3 mins masuk 4th quater gua dah tido tido.. giler bai nasib baik gua lead 30 pts.. mase nak abis gua tgk tinggal 10 pts.. sial komputer nih cut the deficits.. tapi diorg tak sempat jugak keja... kakakakakaa.. gua pun tutup notebook tido...

gua igt susha nak bangun .. tapi pkl 5 gua dah jaga.. gua igt cam mengantuk... tapi entah kenaper gua rase sangat semangat dan dedicated plak.. gua pun tak de masalah nak bangunkan diri gua setengah jam lepas tuh.. kejut member gua yg bangun tapi tido.. (power bai.. member gua.. gua ketak pintu ckp "BAI!!!" die trus bangun.. mengejutkan.. tapi die tido balik laaa.. kakakakak).. so gua pun continue ngan keja keja gua.. gua rase tak cukup time pasal byk menda gua ttau yg gua interested giler nak tau.. ima make this work.. serius beb... gua cam mike bai.. sebab tuh laa gua jordan team.. hehehehhee... so mayb for tomorrow gua bangun lagik awal.. supaya gua lagik dedicated.. giler bai.. wat is luv?...

eksperiment...

korang igt tak mase sekolah dulu korang belaja the principle of science... memula buat hipotesis pastuh jalankan eksperimen semua tuh... ok kengkawan.. gua nih seorg scientist.. gua akui gua mmg scientist.. walaupun org org yg baca blog gua nih akan ckp sebenanye gua perasan dan gua nih giler.. tapi takper.. gua teruskan jugak niat gua.. lagipun ade purpose eksperimen nih.. jgn risau....

bia gua cite skit.. eksperimen nih ader laa utk mengkaji berapa lama lu bole tahan dgn rutin rutin harian yg mengurangkan mase tido lu dan juga menda menda yg lu makan.. adaka in the end lu akan jadik giler atau macam maner.. lu org dah tgk super size me blum..? gempak bai.. gua nak buat same experiment hari tuh tapi memikirkan akibat nyer malas gua.. lagipun mmg once lu dah gemuk lu susah nak kurus mat.. lagipun kosnyer byk sial.. hari hari makan mcdonalds.. giler lu.. kat malaysia bukannyer mura.. satu meal dekat 10 inggit.. makan 3 kali sehari dah 30 inggit.. kali 30 hari.. giler bai.. bole buat baya utang kredit kad..

plan gua senang ajer utk pilot testing gua.. sebab lu org pun tau ujung minggu nih raya aji jadi tejejas skit laa sebab tak dpt run sampai jumaat.. so gua jadikan nih pilot testing gua ajer laa.. senang ajer rutin die gua kena bangun everyday pkl 5.30 .. bukan bangun kosong ajer.. kena belaja bai.. belaja as in belaja bukan memain.. gua ader laa buku skit yg gua kena baca jadik gua kena laa bangun.. pastuh pegi keja .. makan hanyer sekali sahaja sehari iaitu time breakfast.. ini ader laa utk mewujudkan rase depressed takder duit.. jadik makan skali ajer .. kakakkakakkaka.. baru pressure.. sebab walaupun keja kat opis tuh mmg bapak dah pressure tapi kalo ade extra pressure lagik best.. tgk lu bole crack tak in the middle.. kakakakakaak... stay opis sampai 8 malam pastuh baru balik umah.. tak bole makan ya.. jgn luper.. buat laaa aper lu suker tido dan sebagainyer sampai laa 5.30 berikutnyer.. ok bai... jgn luper bai.. gua nak tgk bai kamis camner gua raser....

aper hal gua akan repot kan progress nyer.. btul ker kite tak perlu tido 8 hrs a day dan still bole idup ngan sehat.. dan bole turun berat badan ker ngan amik satu meal ajer sehari iaitu time breakfast.. pastuh bole jadik giler ker kalo kite depressed kan diri kite sendiri.. kakakkakakakakakaka...

16 January, 2005

hari ini selepas esok... kakaka....

ok mat.. gua tau ramai yg tunggu tunggu blog entry gua everyday kan.. kakkakaka giler babi perasan sial gua nih.. tapi takper beb gua maafkan lu org... weekend lepas giler bai.. happenin.. happenin in my own sense.. bukan happenin cam happenin utk general term.. kepada sesapa yg tak tgk pimp my ride season 2.. tgk laa.. time kaseh kepada bob yg hook me up wit em joints.. it was funny... gua pun tatau bole kelaka sampai camtuh.. aper yg lagik giler.. dlm episod 8 ade this kid yg own classic muscle car.. pastuh die igt die angkut keta tuh utk bikin kasik cun sebab die nak amik mekanikal kat kolej... pastuh x to the z datang amik keta tuh tapi die tak bikin... die decide amikkan budak nih SUV baru pastuh bikin SUV tuh kasik adiah.. shit.. if that isnt enuff die campak lagik notebook sony vaio sebagai adiah utk budak tuh masuk kolej....

dah laa budak tuh tak masuk kolej pun lagik.. siot aaa... well actually im not mad bout the car.. the car was nice like alwayz.. tapi gua nak notebook tuh.. best kalo nak masuk kolej ader sumone campak kan kat lu satu note book free yg lu tak payah baya... kakakakakaa.. tak semestinyer vaio.. vaio would be nice .. coz gua ade thang skit ngan sony lebih kurang sama ngan j's jugak.. so it would be nice laa.. but anythin would do sebenanyer.. dont huv to be vaio laa.. tuh belum gua mula lagik pasal dsc-m1 .. kamera baru yg gua rase kewl utk berada dlm koleksi aksesori gua.. kakakakkakaka.... but that lucky bastard.. camner laa die bole dpt menda menda tuh.. gilee mat..

tapi tuh tv show bai.. bole laa.. lu nak menda menda tuh jadik in realiti well.. daripada millions.. in one season die amik 8 lucky punks ajer.. so korang bole kire the odds laa.. almost impossible... tapi by da way.. botak kalo lu hantar video pun diorg takkan pimp wheels lu sebab susah die nak bawak pegi west cost.. gua tau one in a million pun still a chance jugak tapi lu punyer case, sakit skit bai sebab x to the z nak kena bawak naik kontena pastuh nak terbang lagik.. susah bai susah.. die nak amik sekitar amerika pun dah kire betuah laa sebab lu pun tau diorg besa.. so baik lu settledown ngan west cost malaysia ajer bai.. tapi bai... in case lu tak tgk lagik.. ade mamat nih bikin sendiri nsx240 die.. tapi sebab die miskin die tampal semua guna double tape.. in the end.. die dpt keta cam nfsu2.. amik lu ubat..

ckp pasal chance... lu org dah naik jin punyer new wheels.. beb.. suka sial member.. nampaknyer byk org kick off the new year banging.. shit man.. even gua pun ader new plans.. plan nak relive dreams gua.. giler semua org nak kick off well.. tapi mcm aper aper game pun.. execution down the stretch yg penting.. so gua harap gua bole sustained momentum gua nih sampai abis.. mcm dunk comp.. kalo lu bole buat between the legs two time its over sial.. giler btul.. gua rase gua kena carik game pad aaa utk buat menda menda tuh.. so far gua ader alley-op 180 between the legs ajer bai.. n rock - the - cradle.. 2 version.. tapi biler semua opponent lu throw 50-pts dunk mase 1st round.. its over sial.... gua harap things work out better utk gua... gua dah try buat semua yg tedaya utk initial stage nih.. sekarang the waiting game is on.. gua hanyer bole harap takde org throw 360 reverse windmill mase first round.. ataupun.. mmg gua yg tgh throw that down sekarang?...

12 January, 2005

everything that has a beginning...

ok.. tadik gua baru nak type sumthing kat posting editor nih.. n suddenly.. perut gua ckp die nak berak.. so gua pu turun all da way down (well i think by now u guyz know the routine already laa).. semalam gua off da whole day... cuti tapi in reality tak cuti pun sebab gua kena bangun lagik awal dari hari gua keja .. lagik awal dari hari gua turun court utk bermain bola.. awal beb... selalunyer keawalan tuh hanyer dpt dikalahkan apabila gua ader big time plan seperti pegi queensway dan yg sewaktu dengannyer.. air terjun anyone?.... (sial laa baik sumbody organize trip sial sebab lu org tak borin ker?)

semalam very busy bai.. gua pegi depan belakang tepi tengah sial nak settlekan things.. so far bole laa.. gua tanak letak hope sial.. (ok jin gua tau lu ngan status bar lu yg amik shawshank... fuck shawshank bai!!! satu lagik.. in case lu org tak perasan .. quote alan turing tuh jin curik sial dari proposal gua... fuck turing!!!)
so anyhow.. bole tahan laa so far sebab feedback dan effort yg gua channel utk jadikan projek gua realiti nih macam nak menampakkan hasil.. cumer problemnyer respon frm the other side tak berapa menggalakkan at the moment.. well actually thats not the problem.. thats everything sial.. kalo diorg tanak then gua tak bole buat aper.. cam gua cite before.. it fuck up... fuck up biler lu org kena rely on this higher order ppl utk tentukan nasib korang.. sebab tuh laa semua org yg ade power nak more power.. semua org yg takde power nak power.. kalo semua org powerless baru ok bai... kakkakakkakkakaka.....

tapi mlm semalam gua dua kali makan besa.. makan besa petama habis.. makan besa kedua tak abis.. tapi pehal pun gua mmg full day punyer action semalam.. dari pukul 6 pagi sampai laa 12 malam.. balik gua pengsan walaupun gua still nak spend lagik mase ngan dewa ponteng.. tapi it seems like badan gua tak bole tahan lagik.. sebab semasa perbualan tepon pun gua tak bole nak cakap aper dah.. mayb kepenatan tuh dah kasik naik kepla gua... giler bai.. tapi overall gua rase gua dpt accomplish byk menda hari nih.. gua dapat assists.. put numbers.. defensive.. kakakakakakakakakakka

tapi semua abis hari nih.. cam semua cite bess mcm semua yg baik musti ader ending.. kalo semua menda baik ajer tak life bai.. life wasnt design that way.. kalo semua org tak kena dugaan tak thrill.. tapi dlm kes gua kalo takde pun ok jugak.. kalo semua menda go smooth as plan all the time pun ok jugak.. but thats another blog entry.. so far gua rase mase cepat sgt.. kinda wired sebab when u r apart mase lambat nak mampus.. tapi when u r together mase cepat giler.. lebih kurang same cam analogi tgk movie ... mase korang beratur nak beli tiket die korang rase lambat sgt... tapi biler dah tgk movie cepat giler.... (shit.. betul sial.. waktu gua tulis nih pun baru gua perasan menda tuh.... ) sumthin like that.. tapi cam movies.. die akan tinggalkan after effect.. cam korang tepengaruh nak jadi stephen cau ker ataupun nak jadik aviator bai.. kakkaakkaka.. so dlm real life nyer.. dewa ponteng telah bejaya meninggalkan effect utk short trip die kali nih... bagi gua tuh yg paling penting.. bukan berapa lama lu ader tapi berapa berkesannyer lu utilize kan mase yg ader tuh.. analogi?.. sama cam korang tgh keja laa.. kalo korang pegi for 8 hrs dan spend 5 mins reading this blog.. well korang gagal nak utilize kan mase 8 hrs tuh sepatutnyer.. kakakkakakkaka.... again.. this is another blog entry nih.. (another 5 mins of ur time)...

sumhow.. sumway... dgn short visit nih, gua tgh buat aper yg selama ini gua nak buat.. well actually baru nak mula buat laa.. idea nih takder pun .. sebenanyer ader tapi takde laa besungguh.. cumer ngan adernyer dewa ponteng, she manages to put things in better perspective.. bai.. impossible is nuthin.. (shit.. im not promothing adidas.. but shit.. this line is catchy!!!) so dgn self-renewed confidence n motivation gua pun involve in this lil project of ours.. really involved sampai gua pun takut kalo menda nih tak jadik camner nak buat nanti.. again.. another blog entry.. gua tau dewa ponteng baca blog nih.. jadik dlm space kecik nih gua nak ucapkan time kaseh sebab kasik harapan pada diri gua balik.. rupenyer bukan mike ajer allow kite to dream.. dewa ponteng pun bole jugak dlm idup gua.. adaka bemaknen kalo dewa ponteng keluarkan kasut gua akan beli?.. hmmm mayb tak kot sebab gua tau kasut die tak cun.. die pandai trace ajer.. ( butoo mat.. lu pun tracer.. gamba bontot lu pun tak cun bai.. yer sial.. lu)....

time kaseh sebab being so supportive.. anythin is possible.. u take care.. n be good....
as alwayz.. the best words come from songs... here is urs:

Masih saja kuteringat kata iringi kau pergi
Jadikan sore itu satu janji
Kau akan kembali untukku
serta untuk diriku
Mengingatku walau aku jauh

Akupun sempat janjikan
kukayuh semua mimpiku
Kulabuh tepat di kotamu…
Dan kaupun s’lalu janjikan
kau ‘kan menungguku datang
Bersatu kembali seperti dulu

Dan bila akupun rindu pada nyamannya kecupmu
Pada indahnya tawamu
Kudendangkan dengan gitar lagu-lagu kesayangan
Sambil kuingat indah wajahmu

Tunggulah aku di Jakartamu (well actually bukan jakarta laa..)
Tempat labuhan semua mimpiku
Tunggulah aku di kota itu
Tempat labuhan semua mimpiku


10 January, 2005

lama lama....

gua tau dah lama dah tak tulis.. tau dan sgt aware... bukan tanak atau takde idea.. tapi takder time dan gua pun takder kat office.. u see.. kalo gua balik lepak umah.. gua takder intenet access... lagipun gua takder la nak susah payah update blog nih sebab bilangan pembacanyer gua rase bole kire ngan satu tangan.. in fact gua pun tak sure bole kire satu tangan ker tak.. hehehhe.... entah entah gua sorang ajer syok sendiri kat sini... anywayz, kalo lu org (yg selain gua) tgh baca blog nih.. gua ucapkan time kaseh sebab in a way gua rase amp nak tulis... at least laa.. kalo tak pun bagi duit ker.. kakakka. bole tolon ringankan utang gua.. asik bank of sting ajer .. penat bai... tapi yg paling penting.. takder bunga.. takde interest...

well.. gua admit gua up to sumthin.. sumthin big laa kalo nak discalekan ngan kehidupan gua yg tak sebesa maner nih.. details?.. gua tak bole nak cite aper aper lagik sebab takder aper aper yg jadik lagik.. clue?.. last week gua angkat meja study kat ikea, (last purchase .. promise) kakkaka.. pastuh go thru library rumble carik semua buku.. then sekarang at nite time gua tido tak seawal yg gua biaser tido dan every day main sekali ajer nba game.. its sumthin that i should huv done a long time ago.. gua harap gua tak telambat ajer laa.. sori guys.. nbo bull shit for today.. mayb besok besok...

03 January, 2005

it is just a matter of time....

gua agak dah sial.. btul tak.. (musti korang igt aper gua ckp kat Syed kan... ) gua bukan penilik nasib ker aper ker.. tapi as mention gua cumer lari skit ajer.. so the final score was 5-3.. gua predict 5-2... gua suker ker?.. no no.. musti laa gua tak suker.. aper hal plak lu org nih.. gua bukan org indon.. tp tuh laa the truth... gua bukan profesional ftbol pundit.. even gua tak penah main profesional fotbal pun.. tapi come on laa.. come on .. selepas 10 yrs of CM gua rase gua bole laa drop a few thoughts on wat happened last nite.. conclusion die?.. kite bukan sahaja kena outplay by the indons.. tapi kite outplay diri kite sendiri.. n how luck takkan dapat save lu everytime...

gua pegi stadium..? of course tak.. gua mayb passionate tapi gua still takut keganasan dan gua still tak gemar crowded places... sebab tuh laa gua tak penah pegi tgk F1 lagik.. gua rase lagik comfy duduk kat umah gua sambil makan snek kat sofa... mayb tak dpt rase the true fans experince tapi takper laa.. nak buat camner kan... so on to the game.. indon as alwayz full of indons n two nigga... wat the fuck.. i know i know.. malaysia on the other hands, ader cina, india dan melayu... bai .. kat situ ajer kite dah menang sebab kite more diversified group.. kakkakakaakaka.. kite patut dpt fair play award sebab kite multi racial tapi kite bole main bole besama.. kakakka.. tapi lu bayangkan singpore.. brazilian pun diorg ader jugak.. hmmm.. susah sial nampaknyer kite nak menang aper aper award pun...

game pun mula.. game mula the same time gua amik baju letak kat iron board ready utk iron.. apsal gua tak concentrate fully on the game mcm 1st leg.. sebab gua rase gua dah tgk semua mase 1st leg.. gua mmg tau malaysia akan kena titik kalo malaysia main the same game.. tapi lu org kena igt jugak.. that time.. we were away to indons.. jadik mayb ade beberapa kriteria atau taktik kite pakai kite tak guna kat sini... kepla otak lu... lepas 15 mins kite main the same game.. play the same tactics mcm kite bukan kat bukit jalil... ker bukit jalil tuh bukan kat malaysia?... we came out defensive, men behind ball... in our own stadium.. while leading 2-1... might seems stupid kan?.. tapi member gua azan akan mai the same strategy bertahan bai.. tgh leading buat aper nak susah susah.. 0-0 pun dah cukup... well probably tuh laa mentality from coach malaysia dan playa die sendiri... in my book, thats not the way to win games.. u wanna win games, u gotta grab it by the horn(terigt gua gamba ben stiller - white dlm dodgeball.. kakakakakka).. gua sepanjang career gua dlm CM (yer from 1st sampai sekarang) sentiasa serang.. bia laa org taruk 4 bijik... kite taruk 5.. camtuh laa tactic gua.. n tak penah gagal sial.. gua tau tuh game.. gua tau.. tapi simulation bai.. simulation.....

tapi before gua maki the coach... who largly responsible utk menda menda tactical nih.. probably die pun ader pike the same thing mcm gua.. buat aper nak main attacking biler lu tau team lu mmg tak bole attack.. team lu mmg tak bole score goal.. bai.. malaysia cant score bai.. malaysia tak bole create opportunity sial.. tak pecaya?.. gua tgk game malaysia since friendly ngan sgpore bfore tiger cup.. team nih mmg susah sial nak score.. kite score goal yer btul.. tapi biler time kite jumpa giant cam myanmar or thailand.. susah giler sial nak score.. we can play for sumthin.. n we cant create out of nothin... tapi againts big team kite ade luck.. ade luck sial mcm the 1st leg.. where sum individual spark the magic.. tapi nih bukan basketball bai biler lu bole score 50 - 60 pts utk effect game.. nih bole bai.. lu kena gerak as one unit.. 2-3 player provide creativiti org lain kena execute... last nite.. mids r whack... fwd?.. sorg bole execute.. and amri?.. cam biase die bole lari ajer.. tak bole passing.. tak bole score.. camner bole main negara nih.. hmmm...

ok ok.. so kite come out all out defensive.. while ur at it... buat aper nak main 4-4-2.. bantai 5-4-1 aa.. alang alang mmg nak main betahan.. luckily.. indons main long ball.. gua tau samada nih taktik utk kasik penat kitenyer defence.. sebab kalo mmg btul laa.. gua rase peter white (indon nyer coach) mmg genius... sebab aper die ade plan utk 2nd half mmg gua pun tak budget... die launch all this long diagnol balls... pelik jugak sebab diorg scrap diorgnyer passing game.. mayb sebab pitch kite yg belopak lopak kot.. kakakakakak.. but anyhow gua can smell sumthin fishy.. ade skem sial.. sebab the best player yg kena suspend last leg still tak keluar dlm startin line up... tapi sebab org main long ball lawan ngan org main long ball.. mmg aa takde effect.. mmg aa defence kite bole absorve.. mmg nampak cam dinding... then.. it happened.. another slice of luck n a goal.. yer.. gua igt game dah settle.. tapi sebab gua org malaysia.. player tuh semua org malaysia dior pun igt game dah settle sebab kite semua malaysian.. kakakkakaka... sepatutnyer game dah settle sebab dah laa lu came out all defensive pastuh bole score goal plak.. giler bai...

n we, should chased the game down.. mase tuh.. mase indon tgh tensen pike giler babi power sial bomoh kat malaysia nih.. kakakaka.. patutnyer time tuh laa diorg kasik up the tempo.. go all atacking dan kasik bocor maner laa tau sebijik lagik.. n in fact for a couple of mins.. kite buat tapi?... kite tak bole attack bai.. tak bole.. tapi kite patut push jugak.. n half time.. gua rase cam semangat.. mcm time selangor pegi final malaysia in the early 90's.. but then the moment indon buat taktikal change n decide nak go all kamikaze 4-2-4... abis sial malaysia.. out of those 4, 3 can be prevented.. so the score line should stand 1 a piece.. tapi kite tak buat anythin.. mcm tsunami.. we just stood firmly... possibly amazed kot dgn passing game indon... mayb diorg tanyer tanyer.. apsal laa kite takde winger yg bole dribble camtuh.. apsal laa kite takde striker yg off the ball movement die camtuh.. apsal laa kite takde short passes camtuh.. apsal laa kite bukan indon?... pace n tempo game naik n kite tak respon pun.. kite ade 50 - 50 chances.. n lu-pun-tau-sape-budak-yg-tak-bole-score again tak score.. 3 on 2 situations.. 3 on 3.. 4 on 4.. malaysia mmg tak bole create aper aper... time nih lu harap ade player with tricks atau passin sense masuk.. cam akmal.. cam saravanan.. get sum passer in the mids..

tapi lu pun tau kite takde playa camtuh.. kite asik depend on individuals to lite up the game.. often.. too many time dah... so coach malaysia yg tau kite takde depth camtuh in the bench decide nak defend.. mase score 1-1.. tapi die masukkan sorang defender .. main 5-3 -2.. tapi malaysia mmg janggal main 5 defender yg menyebabkan lagik 3 goal tuh jadik... so sekarang lu org tanyer gua nak buat aper situation camtuh... gua penah hadapi ker situation camtuh.. well dlm 10 yrs gua main CM mmg banyak kali.. takde 2 leg game pun.. kalo ade lagik pressure sebab away goals count.. so aper gua nak buat.. kite tgk aper kite ade: bench tak de depth in attacking department.. kite 1-1 tapi 3-2 up on aggregate.. game ade lagik setengah jam.. bai.. kalo indon all kamikaze.. gua go all kamikaze sial defend.. gua main 6-5-0... 4 main bek.. 2 support wingback.. 5 mids... gua main game tuh sial.. where goals can only come from hopefull long range shot.. or dtg serang kite buat benteng sial .. wall.. bebetul punyer wall.. in fact dlm career gua mase final world cup.. gua manage germany lawan argentina.. kitaorg leading 2-1... then 1 playa gua kena sent off.. team gua terus kena serangan bom.. gua pakai sial formation tuh.. the-great-wall-of-china gua panggil formation gua.. n mmg great pun sebab gua betahan the whole 70 mins game tuh... kakakakkakakakakakakkakakka

realitinyer?... diorg tak pike nak buat camtuh.. lagipun bola takde time out.. semua dah pre-set.. n the malaysian coaching staffs yg diorg baya ribu ribu iggit nih tak tepike the wave akan attack camtuh 2nd half.. cumer gua yg satu sen pun diorg tak baya kat malaysia nih ade perasaan yg indon akan dtg kembali.. sebab aper?... sebab diorg menang the 1st leg sebenanyer... sebab diorg sepak tiang 3 kali sial.. sebab diorg outplay team kite frm the very beginning of the tournament lagik.. kite alwayz lucky n kite took for granted... kite menang the 1st leg n kite luper, we were gifted the win... kite dpt goal early n we forgot there is 45 mins of fotbal left.. we outplay ourself.. n we dont huv kenit as malaysian coach.. kakakkakakakakka.....

02 January, 2005

new year post?.. no....!!!

everyday, gua gerak pegi keja at the same time.. so gua akan lalu jalan yg same pada masa yg sama setiap hari.. so hari nih mase gua drive keluar rumah cam biaser.. keta sikit kurang laa gua pun tatau apsal.. probably sebab budak budak dah sekolah.. gua tatau pun budak dah masuk sekolah ker blum.. so gua cam biaser jalan.. then kat tempat gua selalu nak uturn keluar jalan besa ade satu lori tesadai tepi jalan.. biaser ajer.. kekadang keta.. kekadang moto rosak kat situ.. nasib baik kat depan skit kalo mmg sangkut kat tempat yg org semua coner akan jem giler laa tempat tuh.. so takper takper takde benda yg unusual pasal tuh pun.. tapi pas gua masuk jalan besa gua tgk straight ahead jem sial.. (gua harap lu tak ikut tol my fren.... housemate gua keluar awal.. kalo ikut tol probably die still stuck kat situ).. jauh giler que die sebab sampai simpang aku nak masuk aku tgk diorg start beratur....

well this is fuck up sebab monday mornin ikut the freakin hway.. tuh pun jem.. semua sebab nak baya tol... tapi nanti dulu... nih assumption ajer sebab aku tak lalu pun jalan tuh.. stop aku kat depan lagik.. tapi the way i see it root cause die menda tuh laa.. sebab last nite mase aku pegi shah alam.. aku kena menda yg samer.. tak pepasal jem pkl 8-9 camtuh.. so unless ade keta rosak dekat lane atau yg sewaktu dengannyer.. gua blame kenaikan tol sial.. sebab tol tuh naikkan tol die ngan 10 sen... so instead og singgit org kena baya singgit sepuluh sen... its either motorist were caught off guard (sbb diorg tak baca paper cam gua) atau pun tol gate guy n gals amik mase skit nak pulangkan balance sebab org semua bagi 2.00 ataupun 1.20.. seposen beb susah.. kite selalu ignore ajer....

tapi tuh simple hipotesis gua... gua tak sesimple tuh.. dan gua takkan blame the consumer sial.. come on aaa.. yg salah of course laa plaza tol tuh.. die tambah lane.. tapi lane tuh tak open .. pastuh banyak sgt lane smart tag dan touch n go.. beb.. yg pelik nyer kat malaysia nih kite bukan lure customers utk beli barang ngan cara elok .. tapi kite force.. if u cant stand waitin.. buy our smart tag... mcm tuh laa lebih kurang.. die squeeze sial lu untuk beli menda tuh agar perjalanan lu mudah.. sepatutnyer lu buat 2 way punyer kempen laa.. come on laa marketing ppl kat tol tol nih.. gaji banyak tapi kalo keja chat ajer buat aper.... (hmm... mcm remind gua kat diri gua plak... alamak. gua tgk buat aper nih?....) gua lagik kesian sial dekat org yg beli menda tuh utk find out mat pet pecah cermin keta curik...? menda tuh pun nak curik... giler sial malaysia.. giler.. giler !!!!