catch me.. if u can...
kalo idup nih movie.. ok.. kalo idup gua movie.. probably gua mcm frank dlm catch me if u can.. kakakakka.. tuh bukan bemaksud gua madly in luv ngan dicaprio tapi bemaksud cam gua ade mcm similarity.. tapi instead of tipu bank dan ade banyak duit.. gua kena keja ngan bank sebab gua banyak utang diorg... kakkakak.. tapi yg gua rase cam sepesen giler ader laa perangai frank yg cepat borin dan suker lari cam gua.. gua borin gua lari.. mcm job - hopping... dont get me wrong.. im not a job-hopper.. some of the things gua buat gua buat for a reason.. ok some dumb ones... ok ok.. almost semua bodo tapi gua kena buat aper yg gua kena buat kan...
which brings me to today.. yer hari nih I-KEA sale.. kaakkakka... y is that a big thing?.. entah laa aku pun tatau... it seems like selepas aku pindah keluar umah aku ader satu perangai yg nak cantekkan umah sewa aku... n while doin so.. menambahkan utang yg sudah semulajadi nyer banyak.. n at the same time melimitkan corak pemakanan aku kepada sekali ajer dlm sehari dan menyebabkan aku tak beduit sepanjang bulan.. cause n effect.. tgk camner satu menda yg kecik cam perangai bodo gua tuh effect seluruh keidupan gua.. jgn gua start pasal j's... kakakkakakkakka....
semalam, gua jumpa long time mentor gua.. well actually supervisor cumer kalo gua tulis mentor cam super kewl plak.. gua huv this plan yg gua nak try tanak jadikan diri gua just another zombie.. life is more like a robot (millencollins)... gua chat ngan die pasal some particular topics.. tapi in general about life.. about future.. about gua nak quit this job hopin life.. about gua nak quit the industry.. about gua nak become the person yg gua alwayz wanna be... long chat... 1 hrs plus.. n in the middle of it... die call her new apprentice... asking him bout financial situation.. at that time gua rase regrets.. n i felt really low.. sebab that kid should huv been gua... gua ckp dlm diri gua.. gua regret sebab gua ade opportunity tuh tapi gua tak amik.. n now.. cuber tgk gua sekarang.. cause n effect bai...cause n effect...
later on, gua pegi court.. the mecca kater member gua.. gua pun tak sure.. biler gua sampai gua tgk org yg same ade kat court.. gua tak ball semalam sebab gua malas nak balik umah mak gua dlm keadaan busuk.. so gua lepak.. aper yg kelaka.. gua tgk org yg same.. gua tulis kat atas tadik kan.. apsal gua rase tuh kelaka.. gua pun tak sure (gua rase member gua musti buat muka ek - eleee kat gua).. probably sebab gua rase bebudak nih tak bole lupekan past glory.. (mat gua tak ckp lu.. gua tak dekat ngan opis lu).. tak nak lepaskan the good ol days dan move on.. sebab that place was sumthing special.. n still is.. in fact tempat tuh kenal diorg.. tempat tuh glorious.. kat tempat tuh lu somebody.. lu nak tinggalkan ker tempat tuh?.....
in fact biler gua pike balik.. gua nak datang balik ker tempat tuh... in fact thats wat im doin or plannin to do.. gua nak datang balik or revisit tempat tuh.. gua nak jadi the-on-the-phone-with-my-mentor-kid... am i livin past glory kalo buat camtuh ataupun itu mmg the person that i was born to become?....
which brings me to today.. yer hari nih I-KEA sale.. kaakkakka... y is that a big thing?.. entah laa aku pun tatau... it seems like selepas aku pindah keluar umah aku ader satu perangai yg nak cantekkan umah sewa aku... n while doin so.. menambahkan utang yg sudah semulajadi nyer banyak.. n at the same time melimitkan corak pemakanan aku kepada sekali ajer dlm sehari dan menyebabkan aku tak beduit sepanjang bulan.. cause n effect.. tgk camner satu menda yg kecik cam perangai bodo gua tuh effect seluruh keidupan gua.. jgn gua start pasal j's... kakakkakakkakka....
semalam, gua jumpa long time mentor gua.. well actually supervisor cumer kalo gua tulis mentor cam super kewl plak.. gua huv this plan yg gua nak try tanak jadikan diri gua just another zombie.. life is more like a robot (millencollins)... gua chat ngan die pasal some particular topics.. tapi in general about life.. about future.. about gua nak quit this job hopin life.. about gua nak quit the industry.. about gua nak become the person yg gua alwayz wanna be... long chat... 1 hrs plus.. n in the middle of it... die call her new apprentice... asking him bout financial situation.. at that time gua rase regrets.. n i felt really low.. sebab that kid should huv been gua... gua ckp dlm diri gua.. gua regret sebab gua ade opportunity tuh tapi gua tak amik.. n now.. cuber tgk gua sekarang.. cause n effect bai...cause n effect...
later on, gua pegi court.. the mecca kater member gua.. gua pun tak sure.. biler gua sampai gua tgk org yg same ade kat court.. gua tak ball semalam sebab gua malas nak balik umah mak gua dlm keadaan busuk.. so gua lepak.. aper yg kelaka.. gua tgk org yg same.. gua tulis kat atas tadik kan.. apsal gua rase tuh kelaka.. gua pun tak sure (gua rase member gua musti buat muka ek - eleee kat gua).. probably sebab gua rase bebudak nih tak bole lupekan past glory.. (mat gua tak ckp lu.. gua tak dekat ngan opis lu).. tak nak lepaskan the good ol days dan move on.. sebab that place was sumthing special.. n still is.. in fact tempat tuh kenal diorg.. tempat tuh glorious.. kat tempat tuh lu somebody.. lu nak tinggalkan ker tempat tuh?.....
in fact biler gua pike balik.. gua nak datang balik ker tempat tuh... in fact thats wat im doin or plannin to do.. gua nak datang balik or revisit tempat tuh.. gua nak jadi the-on-the-phone-with-my-mentor-kid... am i livin past glory kalo buat camtuh ataupun itu mmg the person that i was born to become?....
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