08 December, 2004

3rd time the charm?....

well... it did seems that way for a while... reality hits hard the next week... kakakkaakkakakaka... im laughing out of anger n frustration.. tapi to be fair.. i guess i huv frustrated lots of ppl before n sumhow i deserved this.. i dont know?.. do i.. tak kesah beb.. ade sume event yg gua tunggu giler sepanajang minggu nih.. tapi sebab Tuhan alwayz nak remind bahawa ade satu power ajer kat universe nih so gua tak bole dpt semua menda yg gua nak.. apsal?.. senang ajer sebab kalo lu dah dpt semua menda yg lu nak lu akan rase powerful dan lu luper laa pada yg Maha Kuasa.. lebih kurang camtuh laa.... in between the success of making a j-turn (yer playa playa NFSU2.. korang musti tak bole buat lagik kan) n 360 ddegree (kakak.. korang musti tatau nih jugak), gua dpt lots of good news last two weeks... well actually satu news ajer laa... the other news tuh rahsia.. kakakak.. kan awak kan.... well sumhow, gua tau yg menda menda yg gua nak dtg kembali in an instance.. sumthin was not right.. mcm ade skem member gua selalu ckp biler gua nak tolak die brang atau bile gua buat unbelievable offer .. by da way semalam bob tunjuk gua kasut yg member die jual mura... word of advice pegi PS, lu org dpt kasut same pastuh lagik mura... gua bukan nak put member bob down, tapi come on man.. kasut lu jual pada harga tuh.. bole mati org mat.. jual laa pada harga die patut die jual... shit man.. gua lelong jordan gua half da price.. ori lagik.. kakakaka opppsss...

ok mat.. balik pada cite gua.. gua tau big brother was planning sumthin sebab takkan laa gua dpt semua menda yg gua nak senang senang ajer.. tapi sebab gua pecaya bahawa kalo lu nak sumthin, universe nih akan tolon lu gua pun play along laa.. to find out that mmg ade scam pun today... giler babi bai... tapi gua takkan laa mara atau frust giler sbb all this while gua dah tebiase cam nih... nih mmg part of life.. frustration n dissappointment.. ckp lu org kalo idup lu happy ajer cam cinderella story gua tgk tuh nanti lu org borin plak.. tapi at least once in a while lu nak jugak camtuh... at least gua penah rase tuh last 2 weeks.. rase camne wen everythin , finally... akan datang pada lu... ok pada sape yg wonderin nih bukan pasal relationship... lu org nih masuk idea memacam.. menda nih takde kena mengena pasal tuh.. strictly nih pasal menda menda gua nak dlm idup gua... skit lagik sial.. tapi tuh laa.. senang sgt.. mane bole senang camtuh.. tak bole.. kalo menda nih sumthin yg lu org nak dlm idup lu.. die takkan senang camtuh... macam dream gua as a shoe fiend.. gua nak sum particular j's... mmg possible tapi tak senang camtuh.. byk duit kena keluar.. byk effort.. the waiting?... tak payah cite.. kalo lu amik kira nak dptkan OG or retro + yg awal awal lagik laa...

im not enclosing ape sebab nyer.. tapi for the past week i am almost a believer.. tapi for this moment... susah sial lu nak dpt menda menda yg lu nak dlm idup... by da way, org tanyer gua apsal gua spend semua duit gaji gua andkat kasut... well senang ajer ppl.. sebab at least kasut camner susah pun lu bole dpt jugak.. as long as lu ade duit dan ade effort skit lu still bole dpt.. was it worth it?.. well to be sane... tak jugak laa.. sebab lu bukan bole pakai semua btul tak?... but for that little moment.. for a while.. lu akan rase betapa worth it nyer idup lu.. betapa puas hati nyer lu.. n thats the meaning behind it all... sebab tuh gua belapa, tak beduit , sebab gua nak keja moment moment nih.. every pair that i owned symbolizes those moment... moments that the world couldn't give me... thats all folks.. by da way.. besok gua tak entry sebab gua nak pegi seize the moments.... kakkakaakkkakka

1 Comments:

Blogger princessGarnet said...

another pair ke??jgn lupa, dem-smart-wise-money-spender..save some..buy some.pastu,enjoy ur trip!!

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