starbucks n timezone

yes yes yes.... gua tau... gua tau that today would be the last monday i am a bachelor... sebab startin next week i will be starting my new life as a husband... takde lagik bangun pagi dah buat tak paham pasal dunia... ataupun mungkin gua still bangun pagi dan buat tak paham... but probably this time i huv someone joining me... kakkakakakak.... it is hard to blog nowdays... especially since im not working anymore.. it was stupid of me... but in life.. timing is key... so biler gua igt everything bole work out according to plan gua buat aper yg org normally buat.... resign... kakkakakakakakka..... but a few bad calls n bad management menyebabkan gua ter-early buat benda... n in the end... menyusahkan sedikit idup gua... yer betul... duit bai duit.. i know i huiv a few good months left.. tapi nak buat camner bai.... kalo kite dah tak suker sumthin... we try as hell to end it as soon as possible....

n that is wat i did... kakkakaka.. so here i am... one week before my wedding... well actually 5 days... super broke... but despite all that i am still alive n well.. hehhehehhe.. i still dont know wat to make of the wedding... tapi gua happy jugak sebab i did promise my future wife that we'll get married before 26-27... n we kinda did... kinda sebab gua tak penah plan benda nih.. in fact i dont even know how to owned up to the promised... tapi cam biaser laa.. kalo kite nak sumthin.. even the universe will conspire to help us... n thats wat happened... it would be great kalo semua menda tolon kite.. but that would asking to much kan... so ade jugak benda benda yg tak menyenangkan hati dan tak jalan as smooth as i would huv like.. but that is life.... in fact semua menda yg worth havin does not come easy.... igt tuh....

i huv this will be a start of sumthin great... sgt harap begituh... gua rase gua dah buat almost semua decision yg besa kat dalam idup gua... yer betul.. theres only so little that u r in control... the most curcial ones n sumtimes the least... tapi majoritynyer...bukan dalam tangan kite... n i am lucky that thus far... i understand that walaupun byk benda yg gua mintak gua tak dpt.. tapi benda benda yg penting dalam idup gua still jadik kenyataan no matter aper pun caranyer utk gua sampai saner... so now.... walaupun gua kena duduk starbucks dan connect to timezone yg kekadang tak berapa bagus nih... sengkek dan takde benda nak buat... instead of makan gaji buta for another one month.. i am thankful.. that this week i will be 25, will be gettin a wife n family.... will be pursuing sumthin that i've wanted for years.... in many ways.. thing turned out pretty ok for somebody who dont actually know how to get there... just lots of hope, dreams n bullshit.....