12 October, 2005

the truth about...

emmm.... i open up wit a "emm..." sbb banyak lagik benda yg tak dpt nak di-figure out sekarang nih... time as alwayz will not be on ur side... entah laa.. this is one of those days, wen i wish semua menda yg needed to be done will automatically settle itself... sebagai contoh.. gua mendapati time yg gua ade utk sort everything before the big date is severly in shortage... kire campur tolak darab dan bahagi.. ade lebih kurang 3 minggu ajer lagik... pastuh one of the damnest problem iaitu tempat tinggal yg gua igt dah settle lebih kurang 6 bulan yg lepas masih lagik haunt gua.. diorg still tak dpt nak figure out lagik.. mane nak bubuh gua..

tatau camner nak kate tuh.. 6 month ago.. gua apply thru this online system.. later to find out yg diorg kena tweak itu dan ini.. later on rupenyer application gua hilang.. kena file new application yg akhirnya pada hari nih tak dpt aper aper jawapan pun... mmg susah dan tak bole laa nak kata aper.. lagi lagi biler org yg kite deal nih berada beribu ribu batu jauhnyer dari kite... jadik cam biaser laa.. from one problem... beribu lagik problem akan timbul.. sebab tuh remember.. to tackle a conflict.. look at micro problem yg korang ble kasik settle dulu.. jgn pegi bantai tackle everything as a whole.. mati sial... sub-components sial.. remember...

as alwayz.. sebab gua akan bawak org rumah.. maka tiada umah bukan laa satu option yg bole dipandang enteng.. in fact.. diorg tak dpt nak keluar visa pun.. kakakakka... so within this 2 weeks... shit gotta happens... sebab kalau tak gua tatau lagik camner nak buat.. in fact as we speak gua tgh pike plan B.. cumer gua giv it time.... its not time to hit the panic button yet... walaupun begituh time tuh sudah semakin dekat...

entah... ade certain problem bole resolve itself in time.. tapi biler time pun bukan sebelah kite.. jadik mmg agak stress... i dunno.. during time time camnih laa rase bes kalo kite ade menda yg kite bole fall back on... sumthing that could keep us positive n motivated... susah sungguh laa.. betul laa org ckp kalo kite nak sumthing tuh betul betul mmg bukan senang utk dpt.. banyak onak dan ranjau yg perlu kite lalui.. tapi betul ka hasilnya akan worth all the wait?... trust me.. it will only get harder from here....

2 Comments:

Blogger princessGarnet said...

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7:26 AM  
Blogger Titi Wangsa said...

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10:04 PM  

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