negrodamus... negrodamus

this is fucked up.. sumhow.. gua dah nampak dah nih coming.. gua baru balik daripada trip gua ker never never land.. no no.. gua tak amik crack.. jgn salah paham bai.. in the end best jugak laa although gua kena fly solo utk trip tuh.. tunggu sgpore mate gua iaitu uda kat JB.. pastuh gua kena fly solo balik... if this is the last time gua akan pegi sgpore for j's.. gua sgt puas hati bai.. apsal?.. sebab finally gua dpt jugak beli sumthin worth it.. walaupun bukan the real concords.. tapi 11 low pun dah kire puas hati.. sebab di zaman ebay byk fraud dan di zaman fake dan j's susah nak mati nak dpt yg ori... kire accomplishment sial.. sebab gua bukan ade duit nak pegi jepun or US or at least philippines.. kalo gua de sen nak pegi tokyo bai.. tuh lain cite bai.. tuh lain citer...

anyway... gua rase kecewa jugak .. sebab all the 13 yg gua nak dah takde.. jadik frustration tuh tak bole sorok laa.. kalo laa gua pegi 1 week ealier ker.. ataupun 2-3 week earlier musti kewl.. tapi nak buat camner.. cumer gua tak bole sorok gua kecewa.. sumhow , in the mids of dissappointment gua rase lega jugak.. sebab kalo gua pegi pastuh semua menda ader.. shit man.. i'll be broke.. lebih broke daripada diri gua yg sedia miskin.. kalo sekarang gua makan sekali sehari.. mayb time gua balik pastuh.. gua makan sekali seminggu.. tuh pun ok weekends sebab balik umah... giler sial.. some shit gotta stop.... lebih kurang ferrari bai.. diorg suck.. so diorg decide nak pakai keta baru dan tunjuk semua org who's ur daddy.. tapi tuh pun gua tatau bole jadik ker tak....

well.. gua dah lama tak post.. actually gua nak tunggu sampai gua bole upkan gamba kasut kasut gua (kasut - kasut ppl.. plural.. kasut'S'.. kakakkakakak)... tapi sebab kamera takde dan gua pun dah takde hphone yg bole tangkap gamba (yer.. semuanyer gua jual.. kakakakakak) jadik gua post ajer laa text.. gua tau kalo ade gamba lagik bess.. gua tau .. lu igt aper.. tapi dont worry... these past weeks gua on a job hunt.. so far biaser ajer.. takde yg bess pun.. back up plan.. the thing about job hunting dan attending interview is.. penat sial.. leceh sial.. gua dah custom sampai gua rase penat giler .. mmg memenatkan.. mase lu org baru start.. yer mmg fun mmg rase excited.. mmg rase cam bess.. tapi after sumtime.. esp. pada gua.. menda menda nih mmg leceh... i'll fuckin reject anythin that huv 2nd interview wit test.... kakaka... but i'll talk bout that later.. this is just sum back up plan for me...kalo everythin tak turn up cam gua plan.. shit man .. hari nih 31hb.. im runnin out of time.. n running out of luck... yikes !!!