belief in self....
i find it rather amazing.. last week was pretty borin but yet busy... this week looks to be the same.. every weekend kite try utk carik jalan lari dari segala kebisingan nih.. only to found out.. the very next week kite kembali buat benda yg sama.. tapi itulah norm.. esp. biler kite sendiri buat keja yg kite tak minat.. dan idup berpandukan wats right fo us not wats true for us.. gua rase everyone ade sumthin yg die bebetul nak buat.. until now.. wen they huv to settle for wat ever they can get a hold on to..... funny how dari kecik kite dibullshitkan ngan idea yg kite bole jadik aper aper yg kite nak jadik only to end up broken......
u know wen u were young.. cikgu.. esp. selalu ckp pasal kalo kite belaja rajin rajin kite bole end up buat aper ajer kite nak buat.. fuck that.. half or even more jutawan dan billionwan kan dunia tak abis belaja pun.. but they know how to survive.. n sadly subject how-to-survive takde sape yg aja time sekolah mahupun universiti.. yes.. i do agree that universiti ajar kite membentuk peribadi.. no no.. wait wait.. salah salah.. universiti actually shows the real character in u.. thats it... it teaches a thing or two (or a zillion) things u never know about urself... some good n some of course bad.. tapi thats it.. tak de sape nak aja lu how-to survive n thats y some or the majority of graduates sekrang nih actually a slave of the system... yes.. a slave....
slave dlm zaman modern.. tak lagik pakai tshirt ajer.. tapi diwell dresskan dan dilabel kan sebagai koperat.. fuck that.. executive? kakakakaa.. u can become wat u want to be... as long as u know how to get there.. plus kekadang lu kena ade certain advantage yg org selalu sifatkan sebagai politiks.. yes u need politiks.. if u wanna play straight.. its great.. but it will only take u thus far... tak jauh sgt laa tapi... the lesson of surviving is pretty much the same as the law of nature.. sape power kat atas.. sape tak power kat bawah... sebab tuh org semua sebok carik power.. sebab tuh ppl go to war sebab nak jadik power... sumtimes i wish that this world is the matrix.. semua menda artificial... sebab gua lagik suker the fact that semua org despite power yg diorg ade sekarang hanyalah bateri kepada machine.. kakkakaka... that some how.. all men r equal..
but that will never happens.. kalo gua tanyer kebanyakkan org yg sekarang sedang bekerja aper sebab diorg keja... probably jawapan die sebab tepakse dan dpt duit.. sebab bills bills bills.. n some akan jawab sebab diorg luv.. sebab diorg pecaya aper yg cikgu diorg ckp mase diorg belaja... that u can be watever u want to be... sebab diorg dah set this one goal dan takde aper yg kacau diorg.. tapi agak melampau kalo kite amik kire cite cite time kecik ... ppl change.. probably sekarang kalo gua tanyer aper sebenanyer diorg nak buat.. well majoriti akan defer from aper yg diorg buat sekrang.. i'll be the first to admit (its not hard pun).. probably ade kawan gua akan ckp die nak jadik pilot.. sorang nak main nba.. n the list goes on.... but how far are we frm achieving it?... setengah probably takkan dpt... atau setengah probably mungkin nanti....
u know wen u were young.. cikgu.. esp. selalu ckp pasal kalo kite belaja rajin rajin kite bole end up buat aper ajer kite nak buat.. fuck that.. half or even more jutawan dan billionwan kan dunia tak abis belaja pun.. but they know how to survive.. n sadly subject how-to-survive takde sape yg aja time sekolah mahupun universiti.. yes.. i do agree that universiti ajar kite membentuk peribadi.. no no.. wait wait.. salah salah.. universiti actually shows the real character in u.. thats it... it teaches a thing or two (or a zillion) things u never know about urself... some good n some of course bad.. tapi thats it.. tak de sape nak aja lu how-to survive n thats y some or the majority of graduates sekrang nih actually a slave of the system... yes.. a slave....
slave dlm zaman modern.. tak lagik pakai tshirt ajer.. tapi diwell dresskan dan dilabel kan sebagai koperat.. fuck that.. executive? kakakakaa.. u can become wat u want to be... as long as u know how to get there.. plus kekadang lu kena ade certain advantage yg org selalu sifatkan sebagai politiks.. yes u need politiks.. if u wanna play straight.. its great.. but it will only take u thus far... tak jauh sgt laa tapi... the lesson of surviving is pretty much the same as the law of nature.. sape power kat atas.. sape tak power kat bawah... sebab tuh org semua sebok carik power.. sebab tuh ppl go to war sebab nak jadik power... sumtimes i wish that this world is the matrix.. semua menda artificial... sebab gua lagik suker the fact that semua org despite power yg diorg ade sekarang hanyalah bateri kepada machine.. kakkakaka... that some how.. all men r equal..
but that will never happens.. kalo gua tanyer kebanyakkan org yg sekarang sedang bekerja aper sebab diorg keja... probably jawapan die sebab tepakse dan dpt duit.. sebab bills bills bills.. n some akan jawab sebab diorg luv.. sebab diorg pecaya aper yg cikgu diorg ckp mase diorg belaja... that u can be watever u want to be... sebab diorg dah set this one goal dan takde aper yg kacau diorg.. tapi agak melampau kalo kite amik kire cite cite time kecik ... ppl change.. probably sekarang kalo gua tanyer aper sebenanyer diorg nak buat.. well majoriti akan defer from aper yg diorg buat sekrang.. i'll be the first to admit (its not hard pun).. probably ade kawan gua akan ckp die nak jadik pilot.. sorang nak main nba.. n the list goes on.... but how far are we frm achieving it?... setengah probably takkan dpt... atau setengah probably mungkin nanti....
posted by kenit at 7:14 PM
1 Comments:
john..betul tu..aku ni haa..dreams are just dreams..stakat ni la..
politics???aku rase menda yg paling suck skali kat dunia ni..tak kesah la at what level pon..tapi betul gila ape yg ko ckp sial..tapi ko kena ingat satu menda ni..kalo ko dah struggle abis utk satu menda..but still can't attain it..mesti ade sebab..menda yg kita mungkin takkan tau..well..god works in mysterious ways..line ni memang kita slalu dgr..tp aku rasa sgt betul..there is a reason for us to be where we are..n thats for us to discover..ok john..
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