13 April, 2005

so close.. but yet...

ppl huv been sayin that for as long as i can remember.. normally wen u r about to get sumthin n then sumthing unlucky happened yg menyebab lu end up tak dpt semua tuh.. normally it will come out.. i dont know for wat reason though.. tatau la untuk sedap kan ati sendiri ker atau utk menyesali aper yg telah tejadi.. spur-of-the-moment thing.. we huv been dealing wit near misses all our live.. btul kan?.. musti ade sumthin yg penah jadik dlm idup kite yg kite persoalan kan our efforts.. if kite buat camnih camnih.. if kite buat camtu camtu.. we hope that the results would turn up better.. normal normal.. in relationship... in games.. work?.. just about everywhere....

well.. sepanjang idup gua sekarang.. gua try utk eliminates all this misses.. try.. well u can alwayz try .. tapi lu pun tau.. dan gua pun mmg tau.. there's alwayz a limit tehadap aper yg lu nak buat... byk benda tanpa lu sedari ader laa di luar kawalan lu.. a lot of things kite tgk kat dunia nih camtuh.. u can see it happenin almost everyday.. but dont worry.. wat u can do is give it ur best.. biler ko tau ko dah sampai sumwhere dan takder aper lu bole buat utk change the outcome.. lu dah kena rase fully satisfied.. sebab bukan lu yg besalah menyebabkan lu tak dpt sumthin tuh.. i can live wit that.. i be better fo sho.. but i can leave with that...

if u tune in for the past 3 month or so.. korang musti tau what i am up to.. well.. after 4 months finally i huv sumthin to show fo it.. finally... but after the excitement gone n reality kicked in.. well im back to where i am now.. nowhere.. kakakkaakkka.. sungguh sad selepas all that high.. but reality it seems always huv it ways wit us.. so the truth.. gua bejaya mendapatkan offer tuh.. sum ppl told me impossible.. but i managed to proved them wrong.. i managed to proved to myself.. that i am ready fo this.. gettin accepted is big.. i know.. n i take pride on it.. cumer gua tau this is all means nuthin kalo takde financial backing.. so far it doesn't look that good.. it looks ok though.. remember.. it isnt over until the fat lady sings.. kaakkakkakakaka... shit i need to find a fat lady n kill her (no offence to fat ppl..)

where im at.. well im on the verge of makin it.. if this is american idol.. this is the final two sial.. kalo nih ncaa its the final four.. kalo this is nba.. bai.. ini game seven.. series tied 3-3.. final 13 seconds.. karl malone pegang bola sial... n yeah.. btul.. gua sekarang tgh tunggu opportunity.. nak knock the ball of his hands.. bawak half away.. tolak russel.. (yer yer mike tolak) then put up a j wit 11 seconds.. n seal the deal.. hahahahahaha.. just as the bulls i still need another 4 of my team mates to play D for that last 11 seconds... as a matter in fact, in the position im in.. i huv that four ppl.. i just hope they are willing to D-up this final few seconds.. that s all.. remember u cant do it alone.. kena ade org tolon.. even fo no.23....

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